Because we all did it, our entire family, all of our friends and every coworker.
Because we all did it, our entire family, all of our friends and every coworker.
It’s a photo i took of one of those big ass beams where boats “park” on a foggy but very blue early morning, during a time in my life i was leaving at night on little “suicide walks” with my camera.
It’s not a very great or visual photograph, i put a teal filter over it as it’s my wife’s favorite color and photography sort of saved me while my wife saved me the first time i got lost in this suicidal rut.
Covid really screwed us over (it wasn’t just covid, right before we tried to buy a house after years of saving with the help of friends we trusted but shouldn’t have), no income, no house, no safety net…just a backpack and a fresh start during the worst possible time ever.
I got so lost in having no faith left that the job interview i did manage to land, i needed someone to pick me up halfway and take me there…i just collapsed and believed i wouldn’t get out of this hole. I never got that job but being at the bottom of the pit only leaves you with one direction to go: up.
And up we went…eventually, very slowly.
I’m not sharing the image as it’s mine and mine alone, it’s my pain, my struggle, my lesson and my strength.
I might actually have it printed and on my wall someday.
People can do whatever they want imo, go take that rammstein stage…just be realistic about what you’re gonna get as a result.
You feel like a woman and want to be one? Go ahead, i’d even date and or wife you if your personality is likeable i don’t care about your genitals and whatever makes you happy goes.
Understand that not everyone is going to agree with you, stay safe and be careful. Same goes for everyone else.
It’s similar to veganism, they yell really loud to make it known they want peace while at the sime time disturbing everyone else and expecting friendliness.
It’s like that annoying neighbour that blasts music at full volume just because he likes it and then he goes on to say he just wants to be left alone.
You can’t take the stage at a Rammstein concert and expect to just chill out there without getting thrown out.
Try to run something like fusion360 or freecad to see if your device can handle those, they will come in handy once you’re ready for them.