Becoming so rich that greeds corrupts me and becoming the villian that I always despised.

Or die.

Probably the latter tho… 😓

Statistically people with depression like me is at a higher risk of suicide so yea maybe I’d be dead. Or since I’m in the US, die due to political persecution. Basically just boils down to “die”.

Best way to respond to toxicity is with a “lol, loser” and block. Dont even elaborate, not worth typing paragraphs and argue. Or if you want, you could just not reply anything at all and just block.

Negative tip

Who’s the mugger now?

2020 (or was it 2021, dont remember) new years in NYC time square was so depressing. Just empty. Like an apocalypse.

Whaaa? No way! 🤯

Step 1: Become a cat

Step 2: ???

Step 3: Free Housing?

Brown tabby looks menacing

Trigger warning: Topic of Suicide

When I was a kid, my mom would read the news about some famous people who killed themselves, or some random college kid killing themselves, and she told me those stories and ask me what I thought of it. I thought they were stupid for killing themselves, because nothing could possibly be worse than death, I thought, childhood me chouldn’t understand the thought of suicide.

Then I slowly became depressed and I became so bored of life and I became a suicidal person that younger me would’ve looked at me and think it’s stupid.

Well I did not really did a serious attempt, but I did like very reckless things like I once took an entire month supply of antidepressants desparately wanting to feel better, I did this like I think 5 times. I also took like 15 sleeping pills at a time for like serveral times within a few months. I even took like like 30 then my body just couldnt handle it and I threw up. I also ignored health advice like getting vaccinated for covid (don’t judge, my head wasn’t even in the right place to think clearly) even tho I am usually pro vaccine, I just decided I wanted to increase my odds of dying. Well I didn’t die, which kinda sucks. I also don’t really care about my weight and just eat whatever I felt like. I’m pre diabetic, might get diabetes. I might have stomach issues with GERD or whatever but I dont even care.

I’m not brave enough to end it immediately, so I’m just slowly killing my self.

Oh yea dont even get me started on how my depression got me into a fight in high school that ended up with me detained for a few hours at the police station. I didn’t start the fight but whatever. F the police.

My life is just a downward spiral, recent election results is pushing me towards the edge. Never forsaw this shitty future.

Devs are allegedly Marxist-Leninists.

Redditors dont understand that devs dont exactly have full control of open source software, that different instances are not operated by the devs.

Edit: Lemmy devs to be specific

What in the skibidi rizzless ohio did y’all do to my upvotes?

Depends if you are 19 or 119?

(119 is technically a “teen” ager? no?)

??? Lol must be thinking of someone else. I havn’t been using lemmy for a year

Hopefully TOR + ProtonVPN is good enough.

I mean my alternative is to shut up and live like I’m in China. Fuck that. I’ll just have to pray none of the nodes are compromised and ProtonVPN isn’t betraying me. I’m feeling a bit suicidal anyways. Fuck trump, Fuck fasicm

They can’t arrest us all.

Edit: Oh forgot to mention that they also have to obtain the Exit Node IP from my Anarchist Instance Owner first before they try to trace the connection.

“Your life is worth it, don’t give up!”

Right as I think about my own suicide plans.

I feel like a hypocrite.

1. Steal it from the Libyans

2. Build Delorean

3. ???

4. Profit? Win War?

Hopefully older and more mature than Reddit users.

I mean an average teen aint gonna find Lemmy or even like using Fediverse stuff, they mostly stick to mainstream social media. Sign up applications probably further weeds them out. Yay no pesky kids.

(I don’t hate younger people, I just find that many of them tend to be immature and use the anonymity of the internet to post edgy opinions like racism)

Canon in D (piano version) sounds like a cool relaxing music. But I learned people use it for weddings. Ruined it. I don’t want any of my music to be tied to something stupid like weddings.

A cat rubbing its head against you.

I love it, so warm, so soft.

c/UnexpectedFuturama

Switzerland.

I like to witness what direct democracy looks like.

Although, I’m not sure if they like an Asian immigrant.

Oh and learning four languages is a big challenge, lets hope in this hypothetical I get a language translator brain implant. 😅

I managed to learn english when I arrived in the US around age 8-10, now in early 20s, I aint gonna be able to learn 4 languages, I barely passed spanish class.