Sorry, I’m not quite sure what kind of help you are asking for. I do know one thing though:

somewhat like how to cope with this, i…e, I don’t want these things to get to me. My life is in shambles and it’s in a good part due to the lack of opportunities in my country and I know for a fact that it ain’t gonna change anytime soon.

You really should leave that place if you can

I first used to think lemmy is kinda mehh! But this thing is much more peaceful than reddit!

Can you talk more about them without doxxing yourself?

I don’t actually want to talk about it, but I have lost hope. I used to think things would get better when I was younger, but they never did. I see the desperation and resentment in my people and the things they do out of it. Resentment is never a good thing! Never! I have seen people delude themselves, live shitty lives for pennies in salary, I used to judge these people, but troubles started when I stopped judging them, I realized these were people just like you and me, if they were in a better system they would be doing some meaningful work and if not that, they would have money for their medical bills (it’s much worse than US here, so no comparision)

It’s not their fault, but their lives were destroyed, they don’t live their lives to the fullest, they didn’t reach their peak potential because of the system they are in. It’s not their fault! This was my wakeup call! This made me sad beyond belief, I tbch miss the time I judged my people, but I can’t go back.

sensory overload issues?

It’s a part of a bigger problem, but yes, it would be amazing if I didn’t fucking listen to all these machine noises 24/7

Huff… It felt good to vent, haha… sorry, you helped by asking how you could help!

Wow, one of the most helpful and actionable comments and there’s no upvotes on it, weird! Thank you!!! and you are right!

Maybe you think being in America would solve your problems, but it just presents a different set.

It would solve my problems, and yes, it would give me a different better set of problems. America is nowhere at the buttom when it comes to human development.

I know you said you’ve gotten that advice already. It’s easy to hear but hard to accept.

Yes! So much easier to hear!

I’ve set some goals to improve my physical health

Ohh yes, I need to do that to some extent too.

Thank you for your advice :)

might sound stupid, but sometimes (at least for me) I find joy in bringing others joy.

It doesn’t trust me, but my realizations about the system I am living in, isn’t helping. When I see a kid, I just become sad, they have no idea what’s gonna hite them!

Haha… you sound like an amazing guy to be with, good for you! I will try to bring joy to those around me who deserve it :)

That hellscape you are talking about is the place my people are desperate to get to. Do they think the streets are paved with Gold there, most don’t, but they realize it’s much better than the current condition they are in, I was referring to that.

I guess you are right. It would help.

Also need to block certain the open page and other news on reddit (I need it for other things)

I didn’t mean just get there, I meant have the problems you guys are having. I.e., your problems are better than mine.

I can “get there” even now it was want to, on a tourist visa or something, I meant more like swap places

Interesting, as an atheist I think the same way too, there is a greater probability that you are insane that there is for a Personal God existing, but I am not sure my attitude is the best, I mean, even if there was a real God and he came before me, I would count myself insane. i.e., Nothing can trump this argument if you believe in this, sounds a bit close minded to me, I don’t know what the right way is either.

I was thinking I would just run android apps.

Note: Linux phones are notoriously insecure (source)

yeah, now I am not buying it lol. I wanted a daily driver not a phone for some habit :(

I wonder how Ubuntu Touch is doing, apparently Ubuntu has given up on it’s linux smartphones bet and the project is not officially maintained by Ubuntu now? idk.

Seems like Android which supports a broad range of Terminal commands is the best next thing.

I like you lol. btw, can I do stuff like control volume using Texmux? Like idk, switch on or off my wifi and turn off airplane mode and stuff

RAM is pretty bad thought :(

3GB, everything else is upto the mark

Android with a custom ROM. I won’t mention it

do you know of any projects which has good support (and reputation) which has something like a terminal in it? I mean, I just want a terminal.

Also, I will be happy to spend 500USD on a Linux phone just to support it, but I wanted to know how far they are. Thank you for your comment.

get used to interacting with bots, didn’t you hear, they are the future

I don’t understand, what are you trying to say? :(

I don’t know if you are mocking me or not lol.

I mean, just make sure you don’t reveal your original name, address, state your live in, your phone, your ip address or any identifiers which can lead back to you. You don’t know which aholes you are dealing with, so better to be safe.

I will fight you

I haven’t completely switched to Lemmy yet. I don’t get as much of a diversity of views here.

wtf! that’s no joke, stay anonymous my friend. What the dick that guy must have been!