I also exclusively played male characters for pretty much the same reason. My bisexuality was so repressed though that I had no idea about it until after I started transitioning
I also exclusively played male characters for pretty much the same reason. My bisexuality was so repressed though that I had no idea about it until after I started transitioning
I started antidepressants
I’m sorry friend. Sometimes we can’t make sense of things and that’s okay. It’s also okay to be terrified. I hope you’re hanging in there. The pain you’re feeling must be immense
The solution was right before my eyes all along!
I don’t think you even need to get high. Financially I’m earning the most I ever have. However, emotionally I’m the worst I’ve ever felt. My circumstances should, in theory, mean that I should feel the best I’ve ever felt and yet that isn’t the case.
The reason is pretty simple though, my mental health isn’t being treated with medication right now. I’ve had to accept that for myself, I can’t therapy and self-help my way out of my mental health problems and that medication is the only way for me to continue to survive. Thankfully I’ll be starting again next week and I’m looking forward to feeling good again.
One thing I’ve learned about living well is that there are many many many different aspects and it isn’t just about what you produce in your limited time here. Treating yourself well and with compassion is so important. Taking care of your physical form frees you to live even more well for longer.
The thing that I learned that has had the greatest effect on me is living authentically to myself. When you don’t live authentically, you deny core aspects of your being. Everything you do is a facade regardless of your intentions. Not everyone has this problem, but if you want to know that you’ve lived your life well, this is mandatory.
Heck yeah!
I started knitting!
Though if we’re being honest I still spend most of it on Lemmy and Firefish now instead of reddit
It’s tough leaving all of that behind even when we have such a similar site here. But things change and life continues on
The ability to go on tangents to me is what makes this website format so special. So much knowledge and discussion happens that wouldn’t be possible in other formats, whether in a traditional single column forum where it would be derailing or on a microblog site
I’ve learned countless things from reddit, from science facts, to breaking news events and novel solutions for my work. I specifically would like to list how reddit changed the course of my life.
I had always been agnostic and fairly oblivious to the injustices in our world, not really concerned about politics. Seeing how much needless hurt exists out there sent me about as far left as you can go and I’ve been that way ever since. Combine that with finding the Epicurean problem of evil there and now I’m also atheist.
As time went on I saw a few cheating stories and common signs to watch for. These signs started popping up with my ex and sure enough she was cheating. That ended the relationship.
The last way it absolutely changed the course of my life was I ran across a video by a trans man coming to terms with his masculinity and him describing his feelings that lead him to transitioning. I realized I experienced the exact same feelings he did growing up and that I’m actually trans.
I mean you were definitely being abused/traumatized by your dad
It’s so interesting how tastes can change everything. The bleakness in the souls games is intoxicating to me and keeps me coming back. I imagine it has something to do with psychology