Worrying. Anxiety sucks…

Relatable. Sorry your father is this way I hope you can find a way to speak civilly about these issues if that is what you want

Its a great anti war message marketed to the pro war gamers.

Spec ops is amazing

In no particular order:

• kenchi
• ghost recon wild lands
• s.t.a.l.k.e.r
• ready or not
• arma 3
• dayz
• mag
• cities skylines
• red dead redemption
• skate 3

My grampa wez, he built his house, and owned his own modest construction company, collected vintage sports cars (jag- e type) and bikes, and had an avery full of song birds as well as a beautiful garden and some farm animals, geese, goat’s and pigs.

He ate healthy, lived actively, had an unfettered love for my grandmother (she is a character too) wez died young, early 60s.

Indeed, you could have them if you wanted thiugh… 🥹

They’re fully worthless 😂😂😂 like less secondhand and more forthhanf

They’re less of a gift and more akin to a cures. And in order to lift the cures I must gift them to someone else.

How the fuck did you get this!? My ex put you up to this?

I have promised it to my brother as its a resin printer and he paints warhammer

Short but people have said I look tall af from a distance

Secondhand golf clubs. Dont play golf…

3d printer

I am not able to be professional in this, according to the top comment, I think. I will try still, in whatever ways I can, and maybe one day find a bridge to give me the space to explain my beliefs.

you are passionate about writing and expression so fuck if people fail to see it thats on them.

I used to have strong beliefs, but therapy showed me the scars that I carry into every decision I make as anxiety unknown. I know now, at least.

sorry this is what your going through, i am in a similar struggle with mental health, therapist says its cptsd from an awful childhood. i know its difficult but i am glad to see you can express yourself so well. i would like to go back to the original post and say while i have gone on to see value as meaningless previously i guess that was a simplified answer maybe even dishonest: value is inherent in all, but it is also unquantifiable you have value but you and i and everyone else are so nuanced and finicky that the human brain would be unable to conceptualize this type of value but thats not to say we have no worth, to me this conversation has been incredibly interesting and for that you have value and maybe like wise to yourself.

I hope I’ve proven your description of poetic wrong by now haha

i am sorry to say but nope, i will have to look out for your user name, not a poetic but i am an avid reader and love creative writing.

your very poetic in your writing, is this a profession?

value is like time or any other man made illusion, so while i did hit rock bottom it gave me time to think and read and live out an existential crisis and i am better for it.

Perceived value changes with age, as a teen I had value in how I looked, the clothes I wore and social circles I was in. Regretfully I also had value in that my value was more then others as they lacked looks, or expensive clothes, they’re social circle was perceived less than mine. now I am older I perceived my value in the house I rented and the things I owned, the low paid job I worked, and again I had perceived to have more value as others had less.

Once my life hit rock bottom, parent figure died, cheated on for a year, lost a good job, it became apparent that value is a means to suppress.

A: finding new words makes me happy.

Vaping and pulling at my beard whilst stood with an uncomfortably wide gate and shifterly looking around every several seconds.

read the resent news of Julian Assange or John Pilger there’d be a lot more if i could think to name them