Uriel238 [all pronouns]

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  • I don’t know.

    Both of my parents were alcoholic at the time, and were young (23 and 24 when I was born). The worst problem was neglect. Both of them had to work, and I was a stereotypical gen-X latchkey kid. I’ve seen millennial kids and zoomer kids suffering from the same circumstances in which their parents are exhausted all the time and just don’t have the energy to parent.

    There was also domestic violence. I’ve also been sexually abused as a kid by more than one relative. Those are factors.

    But then I was a weird sad kid at seven and was seeing school psychologists even in early grade school. I wouldn’t be diagnosed with major depression until I was an adult.

    And I wouldn’t be diagnosed ASD until I was around 50. An assessment in April of this year returned that I am spectrum AF. But the symptoms were there even as a child. It’s just no one recognized it for what it was.

    Also, I’ve just been diagnosed with low testosterone, and considering symptoms I’ve experienced all my life, I’ve probably been low-T for my entire adulthood. One of the potential symptoms is: severe depression. But again, I was sad as a kid.

    So yeah, I might have grown up more functional had I gotten the support I needed. I’m pretty bright, and might have been able to get a degree with the right accommodations. Curiously, I’m not the kind of bright that my Dad is (a literal rocket scientist who worked for NASA and did sophisticated space math), so I felt like a dunce as a child. There’s definitely potential there that might have been unlocked if I had an awesome home. But I was definitely a fixer-upper from the day I was born.


  • Personally, I’m terrified that the massive, oligarch-sponsored, far-right propaganda machine that dominates US social media and television viewership, in fact, has the United States public by the balls, and is going to have unassailable influence on elections in the US from now on.

    (And if the technology, borrowing techniques from marketing and industrial psychology, is not dominating the will of the lumpenproletariat already, it’s still being developed and eventually will.)

    However, there are a lot of people whose opinions I respect, including historians like Heather Cox Richardson and Ruth Ben-Ghiat, and NYT columnist Jamelle Bouie (who is well studied in US history) who are optimistic about the future of the United States, and even think we can seize the country back from the oligarchy and restore free and fair elections in short order. (Albeit, for now, we’ll still be stuck with the two-party system we have. It’ll take a revolution of the people to change that.)

    Meanwhile, Daniella Mestyanek Young aka Knitting Cult Lady is an experts on cults, including authoritarian cults of personality, and was an intelligence officer for the US Army, and according to her, cults of personality that are focused on a single person rarely survive the demise of the cult leader. They can if they create a doctrine of transition to a new leader (see North Korea) or from CoP to a cult of idea, but without preparation by the charismatic leader, they collapse.

    And Young seems to know what she’s talking about.

    She observes that Trump is entirely not cooperative about facilitating a transition, even to the point of publicly humiliating his natural heirs (that is J D Vance and Marco Rubio). It seems even that Trump may want MAGA and the Republican party to collapse once he is gone.

    Work will still need to be done after Trump dies (or faces accountability and is imprisoned) and/or SCOTUS is banished like a demon possessing a child and free and fair elections are restored. We’ll need to confront what happened here in the United States, that we’ve been under the yoke of the ultra-wealthy, and of big conglomerate corporations, and need to ironclad our election processes and our regulatory bodies so that they cannot be subverted or captured.

    Can we do this? I don’t know. Historically, the US has failed to follow through every step of the way, from quitting reconstruction to failing to try Nixon after Watergate to failing to address mistreatment of blacks, of the First Nations folk, of children, of immigrants, of every group we’ve exploited for labor and suppressed. But this time, people can get their information from the internet rather than merely through school curricula and published news. Maybe there will be enough voices to pressure change.











  • You’re right. John Oliver did an LWT segment on nuclear waste and how we have an overflow problem at many local sites, and meanwhile can’t get budgeting to complete the Yucca Mountain nuclear waste repository. (It has some NIMBY problems, though it’s one of the most stable regions to put a deep geological repository.

    But the storage overflow problem is approaching critical in some places. The US may not have enough repositories for nuclear waste, but we need them badly.

    In the current era, I do not expect this situation to improve, and may get worse, especially since the regime is against renewable energy development.









  • First, the struggle to make sure everyone has enough food, shelter, clothes, etc.

    Then we have to get people to do the jobs no-one wants to do. Either we automate them or make the job tolerable. Until then, we might rotate workers in and out of duty, spreading the discomfort.

    Then we have to adjust to the increased demand for some resources. Just as plumbing increased the demand for water (but also vastly improved living conditions) so will many other resources follow. Getting it all going while keeping it sustainable will be tricky.

    And then, someday, maybe centuries later, post-scarcity communism. And according to the Fourth International–Posadists, this will be a prerequisite before we colonize space, or other worlds.

    I think, once we regard greed and power consolidation as a treatable illness, human society can do this. But I don’t yet comprehend a complete path from here to there.


  • My wife telling me that she can’t deal with me anymore in November 2024. We were together for twelve years. TBH, I was also sore that Trump just won the election despite that Project 2025 was public knowledge, so I was super vulnerable already, and her departure pushed me into a long-term psychotic break.

    I had been getting progressively crazier in the years leading to her announcement. My psychotherapist discontinued my service to go on maternity leave some years before and I had then moved to Sacramento. Then the COVID-19 epidemic hit, everyone needed psychotherapy and so they all stopped taking Medicare since their schedules were packed with better payers. And then they all burned out.

    So I went without mental health care for years figuring I could deal better than those who are not used to being crazy. Evidently not so.

    There are more factors. Her job in construction was going south so she changed jobs to a non-profit that helps victims of human trafficking (and is still brutally busy but is far more fulfilled by her work), and the income difference affected our lifestyle.